On the surface I smile and giggle at ur jokes

I hold you. I kiss you. i hold back a flood of tears

 I pretend that all Is fine

 But what happens to me when u forget that its just a brave face?

That inside my heart is breaking and that its all just an act

What happens when I’m still with u but not really there

Do u see the hurt or just the faked smile?

 What happens when I’m all alone my thoughts carry me to places

So dark that there is no way out?

When the distractions are gone and the pain is raw

Does the trust come back?

 Does the hope come back?

 Does the love come back?

Or does it wash away with each wave of emotion?

With each shower of tears?

Does the love hold strong as my world falls apart?

Does the good times we had out shine the hurt that burns inside

 Or does it feed the flames of betrayal with its mocking evil stare

 Ruining the memories I have held so dear?

Laughing at the happiness now a distant memory

 Is this love? Is this what one is meant to bear

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